I had a really good final physical therapy session on Monday. I walked further than I walked all this year. Where I am walking to, I don’t know. I have come a long way since coming home from the hospital. Still not where I was. I think some of the disability changes I can live with easily. Some are demoralizing and as an 50 year old woman, they came to fast. Multiple sclerosis is not an easy disease. I’m not…
Where I thought the high tides receded, there are pockets all over Freeport when I left the house at 11 o’clock in the morning. I was driving the wrong way down one-way streets. I was praying that my little car made it through some this tremendous puddles. It was like an obstacle course. Had a big a quick stop at my friends house and the main light by him was out. I had to go around to make a left…
ALL NIGHT!!! I may have slept for twenty minutes at the most. I know at some point my dogs started playing with each other like it was the afternoon. One of them was sick, I was cleaning up my floor at wee hours of the morning. I was crying because when I’m that tired and can’t sleep I get very frustrated and cranky. I can’t take not sleeping. It’s just the worst thing that could happen t me. It’s this…
We’ve all said things or did things that we regret, we’re human. It’s very hard to forgive someone who hurt us and even harder to forgive ourselves. We replay the story over and over and over in our heads, punishing ourselves maybe hoping for a different outcome. Definitely trying to justify our actions and why we did whatever we did. I had a wicked fight with my daughter last week and she didn’t do anything really. We made a deal months…
I AM SO TIRED I AM TIRED OF BEING BRAVE I AM TIRED OF PRETENDING IM NOT SCARED I AM TIRED OF TAKING A SHOWER AND LOSING EVERY OUNCE OF ENERGY I HAVE IN MY BODY I AM TIRED OF DOING THE RIGHT THING AND IT STILL BITING ME IN THE ASS I AM TIRED OF ALWAYS TRYING TO BE POSITIVE ALL THE TIME I AM TIRED PRETENDING I DONT HATE YOU I AM TIRED OF BEING ALONE IN MY…
