This is probably my favorite song. Its meaning translated to me towards a breakup to start. It has evolved since I started reading A Course in Miracles. It’s become the battle with my Ego mind over my inner guide.  It’s become my anthem. My choice over who is going to win. It is my choice. I have learned my ego isn’t my friend. It has guided me in the wrong direction and creating a very unhappy world. I’m so very happy to report that where I am today is so much better than where I was. It’s hard to believe I was that person. It’s hard to believe I let that person exist for so long, so sad. The people who know me today from a year ago are truly amazed at the difference. This has been the best and worst year of my life in so many ways but I know that’s how it goes. You end up on your knees to change your life.

You put my back against the wall
Watching, waiting
You never thought I’d get this far
Beneath your skin
I watched you swim with all your lies
That pulled you under
And as you wait for my demise
I’m just getting stronger

Learning who you really are
And nothing can save you

I will fight until the end
Get ready to collide
And I will watch you fall again
I’ll bury you alive
You try to bring me to my knees
Trying to take it all
Now I will stand and watch you crawl

I’ll put you back where you belong
Hopeless, fading
And I will rise while you become the monster you have fed
I’ll let you drown in your despair
And now nothing can save you

I will fight until the end
Get ready to collide
And I will watch you fall again
I’ll bury you alive
You try to bring me to my knees
Trying to take it all
Now I will stand and watch you crawl

I’m still here
Now I watch you beg

I will fight until the end
Get ready to collide
And I will watch you fall again
I’ll bury you alive
You try to bring me to my knees
Trying to take it all
Now I will stand and watch you crawl

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