So tonight is our second date. However if you would ask him and myself we would both say it’s probably more like our fourth or fifth. Being the fact that the first date was nine hours we sat through the lunch crowd the dinner crowd the snack crowd and outside for a while we feel that it really can’t count as only one. So all the jitters of those first couple of dates that you have are really gone for…
Normally I go on a first date and I’m pretty nervous. I spoke to this guy twice on the phone before our date for an hour each time and the conversation always went really smooth. If you read my post yesterday you know that I wasn’t overly nervous going on this date. I have course arrived early as I always do because I have yet to be late for anything plus I want to make sure I can park so…
I wasn’t going to write this post but this is my blog these are my feelings these in my experiences and this is an important one so I decided to say it. My ex-boyfriend walks down the aisle today. It’s hard to explain it’s not a sadness because I want to be the girl at the end of that aisle. It’s a sadness of who we were, what we had, a feeling like it never mattered. There’s no one in…
Hi everyone. First I want to thank everyone who reads this. Yesterday I wrote a tough blog post. Actually I wrote the blog Monday night and posted it on Tuesday. I did feel much better yesterday body wise but by the end of the day my body was shot. I woke up this morning made sure my daughter was awake and went back to bed. A first for me. I was definitely sad when I first got up today. Just…
Would I rather be right or happy? I can go into the complete injustice of it all. Yell and scream, cry and be sad but in the end I wouldn’t be in a different place just maybe have a few more battle wounds. I sadly have come to the realization that I need to say goodbye to people I care about. I had this whole blog post written but forgot to hit save and ended up losing everything I wrote….
You need to go through the darkness to find the light. We need to suffer or be sad to come out stronger. I needed to hit rock bottom to start my spiritual journey. Let me tell you this journey isn’t a smooth one by any means. You aren’t just trying to change your thought process, you’re learning how to think. I’m forgiving people who never said sorry. I’m looking inside and seeing things I’ve done wrong that are ugly. …
