I haven’t slept well in 2 nights and we all know how great that goes with multiple sclerosis. I know why but don’t know if I’m ready to say it yet. I bit off more than I can chew at the present moment. Something I always wanted to do but it required a lot more than I realized. However it’s too late now I made a commitment. I don’t want to hear the I told you so from the people that thought it was a bad idea,  I just have to get myself organized and everything will be fine.  Truth is I think I’m just a nervous ninny and need to relax. Anyway right now I’m taking the day off staying in.  It’s freezing outside anyway.