Second date update, aren’t we deserving of this?
He comes to the door with this humongous bouquet of flowers. I’ve gotten roses before probably picked up at the nearest supermarket but it was obviously nothing like this. I was speechless which is rare for me. Before I met my husband my dating life wasn’t anything to write home about. I was awkward as a teenager and insecure throughout my twenties and thirties. When I met the ex-husband he was the first guy that really liked me that the…
The second date or third or fourth or fifth
So tonight is our second date. However if you would ask him and myself we would both say it’s probably more like our fourth or fifth. Being the fact that the first date was nine hours we sat through the lunch crowd the dinner crowd the snack crowd and outside for a while we feel that it really can’t count as only one. So all the jitters of those first couple of dates that you have are really gone for…
I believe in…
I was never very religious growing up. My thoughts on Jesus was the that an amazing lived a very long time ago, a preacher who touched many many people. As far as him coming back and being resurrected I believed his spirit did because I certainly believe that there is something after death. As far as Moses parting the Red Sea, again I believed another great man saved people from hardship somehow got them to another safe land but…
The law of attraction, universe and all in between
This is a true story. There are no made up facts to the story. It is actually how it really happened. I say this with a really big smile because you need to believe in this stuff. I’ve been working with my Life coach on manifesting money. We’ve come to the realization I have a very unhealthy relationship with money . I’m terrified that I won’t have enough and I’m terrified to spend what I actually have. So I hoard…
A parent first
ive told the story in past posts about my parents and the pain my MS has caused them. To watch your child hurt and suffer when you stand by helpless is the worst feeling for a parent. I know my disease has repeatedly broken my parents (all 4 of them) hearts at various times through the years. I’ve had challenges with my daughter too. She was born with a progressive hearing loss. It is called EVAS, enlarged vestibular aqueduct syndrome. Her…
My 9 hour best first date….
Normally I go on a first date and I’m pretty nervous. I spoke to this guy twice on the phone before our date for an hour each time and the conversation always went really smooth. If you read my post yesterday you know that I wasn’t overly nervous going on this date. I have course arrived early as I always do because I have yet to be late for anything plus I want to make sure I can park so…
Dating with multiple sclerosis part 2
Did I ever make a post for part one? Not even sure. But I know I’ve had a lot of posts about dating and here’s another one. I’m going on a date today actually in a couple hours but this one I’m looking forward to. This is a gentleman from match.com. He actually reminds me of a good friend of mine that I met on match.com probably nine years ago already. We went on one date to a Paul McCartney…
My ex-boyfriend walks down the aisle today
I wasn’t going to write this post but this is my blog these are my feelings these in my experiences and this is an important one so I decided to say it. My ex-boyfriend walks down the aisle today. It’s hard to explain it’s not a sadness because I want to be the girl at the end of that aisle. It’s a sadness of who we were, what we had, a feeling like it never mattered. There’s no one in…
Multiple Sclerosis letter to me
*** this exercise was from a book I read return to love by Marianne Williamson that I did previously when I read it I was recommended again to be done at my life coach so this part of the exercise is the letter that MS writes me in response to the letter I wrote yesterday. Dear Jamie, I’ve read your letter and I can hear the pain in your words. I don’t know why I chose you. I don’t even…
