I have been a bad blogger. I haven’t told you EVERYTHING. I have been very active on POF and match. Ok well match has been boring I am active because I’m in month 4 of 6. If no match in 6 months I get 6 free. I just have to email at least 5 people per month. However POF has been a different story. I been talking to many guys. My mom jokes if it wasn’t for my MS I’d…
This mornings post really made me sad and has stayed with me throughout the day. I was going to meditate but wanted to lighten my mood first. Found some silly humorous quotes so I thought I’d share some before my meditation. 1. After forty, it’s a matter of maintenance. 2. Fortunately I’m too poor to have a mid-life crisis. 3. You keep repeating yourself 4. You start beating everyone else at trivia games 5. You keep repeating yourself 6. You…
Would I rather be right or happy? I can go into the complete injustice of it all. Yell and scream, cry and be sad but in the end I wouldn’t be in a different place just maybe have a few more battle wounds. I sadly have come to the realization that I need to say goodbye to people I care about. I had this whole blog post written but forgot to hit save and ended up losing everything I wrote….
My number 22. This has been my lucky number as long as I can remember my birthday is 11/22 but it was always the 22 that was significant. Some days I see it everywhere…every time I look at the clock 4:22, 8:22 etc. I see it on Facebook I’m the 22 like on a picture. I see it on boxes, mail, signs, it’s everywhere. A few weeks ago i was at a meeting for the pet coalition and they had…
“I rid myself of doubts knowing that there is a valid reason for everything that happens.” Every morning I hear this in my morning meditation and every morning it soothes me. Now I know immediately a skeptic is out there reading this one line saying “there is a valid reason for the Orlando shooting or the Paris massacre”, NO. I personally don’t look at it for that although some people can as a way to make sense of tragedy. For…
i never saw my daughter so nervous about going to school. She’s a senior this year. Aren’t seniors supposed to rule the school? She has had mini nervous breakdowns all weekend. “I know no one in any of my classes.” To me that’s a good thing maybe you’ll concentrate more to a senior guess this is really bad. Gym is the worst. That is the class that’s been causing the most angst. I have to call her school later and…
You need to go through the darkness to find the light. We need to suffer or be sad to come out stronger. I needed to hit rock bottom to start my spiritual journey. Let me tell you this journey isn’t a smooth one by any means. You aren’t just trying to change your thought process, you’re learning how to think. I’m forgiving people who never said sorry. I’m looking inside and seeing things I’ve done wrong that are ugly. …
It feels really good when you do something completely for a good cause. Guess what I get nothing in return. I am a voulenteer for the pet safety coalition. We are responsible for community awareness and running shelters for pets during natural disasters. With the possible threat of tropical storm Hermine coming we set up the pet shelter at Nassau Community College. There was a total of 7 people and we emptied trailers set up a room for cats and…
I don’t think there are many people that don’t know the serenity prayer. It hold true to so many beliefs because it holds true to so many things. God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. People included. There are so many things in the world just completely outside our control especially other people. I can never control the actions of another no matter how much I want to. With my child I can hope that…
This was going to be a bad post. I was working out this morning and my legs and arms were giving me such issues. The squats were next to impossible. The shoulder press exercises that I use to do with a 15lb weight I started at an 8 lowered to a 6 and finally had to go to a 3lb weight. By the time I was at this point the tears were flowing. I was so frustrated and angry of…
