My blog is 1 year old tomorrow. I just woke up one day and said I want to write a blog. I didn’t know who would ever read it or exactly what I was going to say, I just knew I was going to be honest. I knew I was going to write about my life and struggles with MS, my daughter, dating, and my dogs. So much has changed in the last year since I started writing. My dog…
I wanted to put up a song today that I’ve been listening to a lot lately. It’s about being remembered for the good things not the bad. It is about remembering the love not the hurt. This song completely represents my past relationship and I do think of him when I hear this song. Actually I think of him with many Linkin Park songs, if he ever reads this, I know he’ll smile knowing why, as I do. However I’ve…
We’ve all said things or did things that we regret, we’re human. It’s very hard to forgive someone who hurt us and even harder to forgive ourselves. We replay the story over and over and over in our heads, punishing ourselves maybe hoping for a different outcome. Definitely trying to justify our actions and why we did whatever we did. I had a wicked fight with my daughter last week and she didn’t do anything really. We made a deal months…
At a nice dinner last night with my parents we briefly talked about my past relationships and any future relationships. I said something that finally was the truth about how I feel. I don’t want to date because I DON’T TRUST MYSELF YET and I don’t know if I ever will. I just know I NEVER WANT TO BE THAT GIRL I WAS AGAIN. Don’t they say abstinence is the best prevention. I made bad choices for myself. My ex-husband…
I wasn’t going to write this post but this is my blog these are my feelings these in my experiences and this is an important one so I decided to say it. My ex-boyfriend walks down the aisle today. It’s hard to explain it’s not a sadness because I want to be the girl at the end of that aisle. It’s a sadness of who we were, what we had, a feeling like it never mattered. There’s no one in…
The course of miracles teaches forgiveness is key. It’s one of the major points of the course. Forgiveness and love and that’s it. However in certain circumstances it is one of the hardest lessons to do. How do you forgive someone who you think wronged you? How do you forgive someone who hurt you? How do you forgive someone who didn’t do right by you? The course says things from the past are to be forgotten unless it came from…
