I am going to attempt to play mahjong today with the girls. This will be my first time since December. I am looking forward to playing. I also hope I can play. It would be a shame if I am still too weak to play. I have had enough reminders as to where I am today as opposed to where I was. Mahjong is my favorite and I really don’t want to be discouraged by something else. I put off…
I AM SO TIRED I AM TIRED OF BEING BRAVE I AM TIRED OF PRETENDING IM NOT SCARED I AM TIRED OF TAKING A SHOWER AND LOSING EVERY OUNCE OF ENERGY I HAVE IN MY BODY I AM TIRED OF DOING THE RIGHT THING AND IT STILL BITING ME IN THE ASS I AM TIRED OF ALWAYS TRYING TO BE POSITIVE ALL THE TIME I AM TIRED PRETENDING I DONT HATE YOU I AM TIRED OF BEING ALONE IN MY…
My life coach says I’m in a growth stage and not wanting to date is perfectly ok. I must admit, originally I thought I’d take a few weeks, a month off, then Boomer, my beloved English Bulldog died. In that grieving time, besides bonding and training a new puppy, I also got to a very good place in A Course in Miracles. I just felt good being alone. It wasn’t a matter of the multiple sclerosis, although that will always…
