Yesterday was a tough day. I went future tripping on the complete unknown of MS. I’m got very worked up and scared of the possible needs of my future when my daughter goes to college. From that point I went into a complete state of panic, sadness and the feeling of being overwhelmed. I cried throughout most of the day to just about anyone I spoke to. It was a mentally and physically debilitating day. i woke up today put…
I woke up today in a bad mood. My body is run down, I’m tired, I was sad just not happy. I decided not to overdo my workout today which for me is actually a big thing. I only did Zumba for 30 minutes. Now I just want you to have a visual of what happens when I do Zumba I try to stand up for 3 songs. Mind you my feet can’t move because I have no balance and…
since my site went down Saturday I wanted to repost this. To me this was a ah ha post worthy of an audience My new life coach gave me an assignment to come up with 10 feelings and attributes I want my future to have. It sounds funny but let me explain. It’s 10 feelings I want to feel that I either am seen by others as or probably most importantly how I want my life to be lead with….
My new life coach gave me an assignment to come up with 10 feelings and attributes I want my future to have. It sounds funny but let me explain. It’s 10 feelings I want to feel that I either am seen by others as or probably most importantly how I want my life to be lead with. I had the first 5 because 2 are my personal fears and goals in life and the other 3 is what the course…
This is a link to last nights free lecture from Marianne Williamson. http://livestream.com/accounts/11464019/events/6078470 the topic was on lesson 292 from the workbook of a course of miracles. This lesson says that a happy outcome to all things is sure. However how long it takes us to get there is up to us. We are guaranteed this happy outcome but we are the ones who get in the way and delay the outcome I listened to the entire webinar last night…
Home – The Mystic Jesus I belong to a few MS websites that offer community support for people with MS or their families. I’m sure that most diseases have websites for this. That in itself can be a blog topic but we will let it go for today. One post has been in the back of my mind since I saw it. The caption read “MS ruined my life”. Now I’m the first to admit I’ve had bad days with…
Everyday we live it. We deal with the feelings, lack of feelings, the daily challenges and frustrations. However how we do we affect our loved ones around us? I can’t talk about husband because I don’t have one anymore. I can talk about my daughter who takes on a big chunk of the weight because she lives with me but I’m not. I want to talk about the parents. My parents divorced when I was 4. My mother remarried when…
in my defenselessness my safety lies is a huge lesson in a course of miracles and it is one of my most difficult to remember and work. I’m a Scorpio I’m filled with passion and rage and heart. I jump to defend myself or my past and then when I remember the lesson I get upset. It happened to me yesterday I defended the past relationships and the more I felt the relationship was being attacked the more I defended…
Two chairs, two yoga blocks, one strap I don’t know what to do with and one dog toy dropped off by my marshy when I finally collapsed on the floor. First let me say Tony Horton YogaX kicked my ass. He has you do vinyasas between every move. Is this a normal thing? Oh and he’s so gracious that you can do a push up if you’d like. If I’d like? I could barley do a downward dog. Well I have…
http://Www.blogstarting.org I would love to insert some fabulous answer here that enlightens everyone but I don’t have one. I one day woke up with the idea of starting a blog. I first mentioned the idea to my daughter who was like “ok mom”. Wasn’t a response dripping in support but coming from a 17 year old one might read into those two words as “that’s an idea”. I knew the one person that would give an honest response was my…
