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Online dating and multiple sclerosis

Online dating and multiple sclerosis

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It’s official, my match.com membership ends on May 17. I haven’t been really active on match since November.  The last guy dated started off really good, it was my nine-hour date, the blog about it here https://multipleexperiences.org/2016/10/03/my-9-hour-best-first-date/.  He was a nice guy, but it wasn’t for me.   I put up many blogs about how I don’t want to date. I’m scared to date for a few reasons. It’s a funny feeling because I don’t want to be alone but I don’t want to…

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Leave the rest behind-Linkin Park

Leave the rest behind-Linkin Park

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I wanted to put up a song today that I’ve been listening to a lot lately. It’s about being remembered for the good things not the bad. It is about remembering the love not the hurt. This song completely represents my past relationship and I do think of him when I hear this song. Actually I think of him with many Linkin Park songs, if he ever reads this, I know he’ll smile knowing why, as I do. However I’ve…

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The past relationships that bring fear to the future

The past relationships that bring fear to the future

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At a nice dinner last night with my parents we briefly talked about my past relationships and any future relationships. I said something that finally was the truth about how I feel. I don’t want to date because I DON’T TRUST MYSELF YET and I don’t know if I ever will. I just know I NEVER WANT TO BE THAT GIRL I WAS AGAIN. Don’t they say abstinence is  the best prevention. I made bad choices for myself. My ex-husband…

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Follow up to learning your truth, love over fear

Follow up to learning your truth, love over fear

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I never commented on this picture yesterday. I found this on a U2’s website written in Bono’s handwriting but signed by Bono, Edge, Adam and Larry. I don’t know if it’s going to be a new song or if it was just something they were doodling but it was so fitting and they’re my favorite. Yesterday I wrote to my coach before I spoke to her and asked her to read my blog. I received an email that simply said…

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That one person you’ll never forget….

That one person you’ll never forget….

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Has there ever been that guy in your life that could still make your heart flutter after many many years? Even though you have no idea why. Maybe you had a relationship with them or maybe not.  Maybe you just saw them from across the room in the high school cafeteria but you’ll never forget them. I met my person in college my sophomore year. It was one of those weekend where everyone leaves school to go home for the…

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Second date update, aren’t we deserving of this?

Second date update, aren’t we deserving of this?

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He comes to the door with this humongous bouquet of flowers. I’ve gotten roses before probably picked up at the nearest supermarket but it was obviously nothing like this. I was speechless which is rare for me. Before I met my husband my dating life wasn’t anything to write home about. I was awkward as a teenager and insecure throughout my twenties and thirties. When I met the ex-husband he was the first guy that really liked me that the…

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The second date or third or fourth or fifth

The second date or third or fourth or fifth

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So tonight is our second date. However if you would ask him and myself we would both say it’s probably more like our fourth or fifth. Being the fact that the first date was nine hours we sat through the lunch crowd the dinner crowd the snack crowd and outside for a while  we feel that it really can’t count as only one. So all the jitters of those first couple of dates that you have are really gone for…

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My 9 hour best first date….

My 9 hour best first date….

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Normally I go on a first date and I’m pretty nervous. I spoke to this guy twice on the phone before our date for an hour each time and the conversation always went really smooth. If you read my post yesterday you know that I wasn’t overly nervous going on this date.  I have course arrived early as I always do because I have yet to be late for anything plus I want to make sure I can park so…

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My ex-boyfriend walks down the aisle today

My ex-boyfriend walks down the aisle today

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I wasn’t going to write this post but this is my blog these are my feelings these in my experiences and this is an important one so I decided to say it. My ex-boyfriend walks down the aisle today.  It’s hard to explain it’s not a sadness because I want to be the girl at the end of that aisle.  It’s a sadness of who we were, what we had, a feeling like it never mattered. There’s no one in…

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Hodgepodge post with a side of weigh-in.

Hodgepodge post with a side of weigh-in.

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Hi everyone. First I want to thank everyone who reads this. Yesterday I wrote a tough blog post. Actually I wrote the blog Monday night and posted it on Tuesday. I did feel much better yesterday body wise but by the end of the day my body was shot. I woke up this morning made sure my daughter was awake and went back to bed. A first for me. I was definitely sad when I first got up today. Just…

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