I can’t even write a post today. I know what I wanted to write I just don’t have any more energy to do it. So far this morning I’ve had to go and recopy Social security documents that I sent out yesterday. The reason why is because they were too big to fit behind the mailbox  for the mailman to actually take so my daughter left them in the mailbox and I have no idea if it was actually taken by the mailman by or by somebody else. So I couldn’t leave that to chance and I had to resend those. Of course just that minor task of going over to Staples to make photocopies exhausted my goddamn legs.  Let me explain every time I go to the doctor my legs are fine because I’ve sat in the car for two goddamn hours and I haven’t walked. So of course I’m great I haven’t done anything. Let me walk around for an hour and see how I really am. Everybody sees the side of me that’s not so bad. Nobody sees when I can barely make it up at fucking ramp because my legs are so tired.  Then my whole fucking blogging website goes down. So now I have to deal with that shit.  I would of course have to go to the bathroom in the middle of the conversation I’m having online with support. Of course I couldn’t make the 12 steps to the fucking bathroom. Why would I be able to make those steps? Why would that fucking work out.? So for all those people out there who think I’m always so fucking positive, guess what. I’m not. I just don’t have the patience or the energy or anything else this morning for any more bullshit. So today’s blog is not gonna be about my doctors appointment maybe tomorrow will be back to normal.