I don’t like to rant. I try to keep my blog in a positive state of mind but sometimes I just am exhausted. I don’t need to do much anymore without suffering the consequences. People who haven’t seen me since the day I left my job would be amazed I would think. I have and continue to get worse. Sometimes my hands get so tired I can’t pick up my fork to eat dinner. My legs not only get tired…
I don’t think there are many people that don’t know the serenity prayer. It hold true to so many beliefs because it holds true to so many things. God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. People included. There are so many things in the world just completely outside our control especially other people. I can never control the actions of another no matter how much I want to. With my child I can hope that…
1. I still have MS 2. Time goes very fast each day 3. The real housewives of any state have a lot of drama in their lives 4. Ive become a hibernating bear in the summer instead of the winter 5. My dogs like it that I’m here or at least that is what I choose to believe 6. I found life needed to be de-cluttered starting with my house 7. I found that I’ve become a great companion to…
I woke up today in a bad mood. My body is run down, I’m tired, I was sad just not happy. I decided not to overdo my workout today which for me is actually a big thing. I only did Zumba for 30 minutes. Now I just want you to have a visual of what happens when I do Zumba I try to stand up for 3 songs. Mind you my feet can’t move because I have no balance and…
This will be one of those rant posts. I started my day or early early morning waking up from a dream. One of those dreams where the other person that was in the dream was just mean, hurtful and painful. I woke up and literally looked up and said really. What am I supposed to learn from that one. Well it too a while but I did shake off the dream and got up, worked out. So far normal routine….
I’m going to my neurologist today that the specialist just the regular neurologist. The same one I’ve gone to for 18 years. The same one that diagnosed me. The one I’m most comfortable with. Lately I’ve been noticing I’m having problems remembering words and peoples names even though I might have just talked about it. I find that things aren’t leaving my head quick or the words are there but just can’t reach them. It’s a little scary. I…
On Monday evening I had a little incident with my daughter. She was upset with her boyfriend and took it out on me. I can’t say I didn’t understand because she’d be the first one to stand up and say my mom does it all the time. She’s 100% correct I’ve yelled at her for no good reason because I was in a bad mood as my mom has done to me. During the afternoon before this incident I was…
Every morning I have a routine. I workout, read my course of miracles workbook lesson, I meditate and then write my blog. The reason why I meditate first is because I always sit in the silence of my thoughts to see what it is I should say today. I may have an idea before a start and switch gears after the meditation. Today I wanted to discuss why you haven’t seen anything about me dating lately but the stronger feeling…
Normally this is supposed to be Monday’s post. For some reason I was feeling good today so I took out the mean, horrible, evil scale. I’m sure you can tell by my tone how this went. I have to say except for an isolated chocolate chip cookie from Panera Bread (really good I might add) I’ve been really healthy. I use to eat pizza once a week I’ve had it one time in the last four weeks. I haven’t gone…
