Wow I was going fast into depression the medicine the braces the $130 for shoes I hated the bad phone call with mom.  I just was so upset cried for hours straight. It just compounds on you sometimes but now add steroids into the mix and presto recipe for a bad situation.  I can’t believe how bad I felt yesterday I really just wanted to give up something that has never been in my nature.  I slept all day today I got up and heard a voice that said snap out of it. I know it was the medicine that was affecting me but I’m pretty sure I scared a few people in my family. For the rest of this rainy afternoon I’m going to take off.  No working out today.  I just need a mental break and want to cuddle with my dogs.  I must say some of these drugs we need to take have serious side effects. I’m just glad that I don’t take steroids everyday. Guess they still have effects on me, good to know.

Feeling much better now, phew.