This is the first day I am actually Writing my blog from my balcony. My new furniture came in yesterday. It’s very pretty. I open my sliding glass door got some air coming in. The sun is beating down on my face causing me to sweat a little. Truthfully I need to sweat a little, sweat out some of the alcohol from last night. I don’t know what it is about my firestick friend, when he comes over we seem…
You know when you can wake up and know it’s gonna be a bad day? I’ve been on the floor four times already today and it wasn’t from falling. It was for my hands knocking things over and I had to find them to pick him up. I woke up upset because at 4 o’clock in the morning I had an accident. This is the third time that it’s happened while I was asleep.WTF???? Is this going to be something…
I shared my story of my kiss last week. It was nice. The truth is I shut myself off from all relationships for over a year. That was my first kiss in 14 months. However, I’m pretty sure it was the last kiss with him. I’ve spoken to him a couple of times since then, but I think we’re going to be friends and that’s OK. When I turn this over to the universe I said the best outcome for…
Well add one part wine, brought by him, two parts attraction and a little honesty and what do you get? A kiss. I’m in sweatpants and a sweatshirt, not my most attractive look, but not expecting the nights events either. Maybe i would have shaved and put on some make up. Definitely would have changed into something more appealing but I neither expected this nor though it would happen tonight. Guess what? Interest laid on both sides. I gave my…
My life coach says I’m in a growth stage and not wanting to date is perfectly ok. I must admit, originally I thought I’d take a few weeks, a month off, then Boomer, my beloved English Bulldog died. In that grieving time, besides bonding and training a new puppy, I also got to a very good place in A Course in Miracles. I just felt good being alone. It wasn’t a matter of the multiple sclerosis, although that will always…
He comes to the door with this humongous bouquet of flowers. I’ve gotten roses before probably picked up at the nearest supermarket but it was obviously nothing like this. I was speechless which is rare for me. Before I met my husband my dating life wasn’t anything to write home about. I was awkward as a teenager and insecure throughout my twenties and thirties. When I met the ex-husband he was the first guy that really liked me that the…
I guess I should discuss my date. It was good. He was nice funny and we had things in common. Was he exactly my type? No not exactly. The truth in advertising wasn’t exact. Age ✅ height ✅ body type….ummmmm. I being a student of a course in miracles know you can’t look at the clothes we wear aka body but he put average body type and he was a larger boy. I was a little surprised. However weight can…
I don’t get men. Maybe I should be saying men certainly don’t get woman. In this wonderful place of the dating world that unfortunately is now mostly online, it starts with a picture. You see someone’s picture and think not bad then you may or may not look at their profile that they may or may not have put any effort into. The next step is to break the ice. Personally I’ve gone from a simple hi to a comment…
This is a link to last nights free lecture from Marianne Williamson. http://livestream.com/accounts/11464019/events/6078470 the topic was on lesson 292 from the workbook of a course of miracles. This lesson says that a happy outcome to all things is sure. However how long it takes us to get there is up to us. We are guaranteed this happy outcome but we are the ones who get in the way and delay the outcome I listened to the entire webinar last night…
Every morning I have a routine. I workout, read my course of miracles workbook lesson, I meditate and then write my blog. The reason why I meditate first is because I always sit in the silence of my thoughts to see what it is I should say today. I may have an idea before a start and switch gears after the meditation. Today I wanted to discuss why you haven’t seen anything about me dating lately but the stronger feeling…
