Well add one part wine, brought by him, two parts attraction and a little honesty and what do you get? A kiss. I’m in sweatpants and a sweatshirt, not my most attractive look, but not expecting the nights events either. Maybe i would have shaved and put on some make up. Definitely would have changed into something more appealing but I neither expected this nor though it would happen tonight. Guess what? Interest laid on both sides. I gave my side to the universe the day I met him. I wrote him and explained we were going to be friends like it or not, I can be very persuasive. I honestly didn’t care if it was just friends, he was a cool guy. I’ve given my love life over to a higher power sometime ago. Guess he felt it too. Where it will lead to, who knows? I know he’s a funny guy, good looking and easy to talk to. I’m glad that for the first time ever, I am able to be honest. I know where I am, who I am, and what I don’t want as well as what i do. I’m just not pretending anymore to be something or someone I’m not. No matter where any relationship takes me, I know this fact. I know for the first time what I’m worth and what I’m willing to give.