Another one of those days, weeks, months with Multiple Sclerosis
Beautiful sunny day and I wake up with a headache. You know when you just haven’t felt right? That’s how I’ve been lately. I know, I know I have multiple sclerosis. Yes, that’s very true and the chances of it being just something with my multiple sclerosis is extremely high. However I just haven’t felt right. I’m not really sure what’s up. My doctor called with my blood work and again, everything is fine. I definitely don’t have Cushing’s, diabetes or any thyroid problem. Thankfully, but still no answer as to what’s happening with my weight. However, I knew I was never going to get an answer. I’d love to say that’s only the issue, but it’s not. I’m falling asleep every afternoon, and if I don’t fall asleep I want to fall asleep. I think I had this a little while before I started moving and it’s just continued. My hands fumble more now than ever. My feet droop more than ever. The littlest thing just exhaust me. I hate this feeling. I have to say being a big fan of natural oils now from DoTerra, I’m doing the vitality pack with them and really excited to give it an honest 30 days to see how I feel. If it makes a difference, I promise you it’s gonna be all over my blog. I know something has to change. Somehow, somewhere my energy is just a depleting to rapidly and it’s not bouncing back. Even if this is my multiple sclerosis it’s not enough to say, OK oh well no nothing I can do. I don’t think like that, I don’t believe that, and I’ll never stand for that. I will always try new things, whether it’s my diet, vitamins and medicine. Whatever it is I’ll do it if it has a chance to make me feel a little better. I’m happy to report I did start cooking again finally and I am going back to a more vegan type of eating. I will still eat fish, I will still even eat the chicken and turkey, but I’d like to keep my diet more on the vegan level because I think my body did react better with that eating. I’m starting to wonder if that’s part of the reason why am not feeling up to par. Once again with MS, you’ll never know the exact reason, you just have to try and figure it out and figure out what works. I guess today will be a short blog I need to go get aspirin. However to leave this blog on a happy note, besides looking at my beautiful view I’m also looking at my adorable dog with his little paws out staring at the view himself in his new spot when he’s not with me.