I wasn’t feeling well all day yesterday. I actually napped most of the day. Well I had the TV on and my eyes closed. For me that’s pretty much napping. I just didn’t feel well. No fever, no aches but my muscles felt sore. That was the best way for me to describe it. I went to sleep early but unfortunately that didn’t go off quite as I intended.

At about 2 o’clock I was woken up with bathroom issues. These issues continued on through the wee morning hours. It must have been around 4;30 when I got back to sleep. Why does it always happen at night when I’m alone? Changing clothes or cleaning up when I’m by myself when someone is here with me 40 hours a week. Why is everything so difficult?

I woke up feeling better than I did yesterday but I’m exhausted. I am so tired of being tired. Then it was all the little things. I dropped one thing I couldn’t pick it up I dropped four other things. Every little thing just annoyed me this morning. I did a good work out, I thought that would make me feel a little better, but it didn’t my piss poor mood is still here. It is just one of those days where I truthfully hate MS and I’m frustrated with all my symptoms. I’m allowed, I know that. This disease sucks on so many levels. So today I’m proudly going to say. …