I am so run down again and I don’t even know what I did. Of course I do, it was the stress of the parking space that I’ve dealt with for the last week https://multipleexperiences.org/2018/08/08/he-called-me-a-bad-name/. Ever since I stopped working, I have very little stress in my life. Aggravation, yes with my insurance company I deal with that all the time. For some reason every now and then I get into some sort of stress situation my body just can’t take it. Like when I had the bird in my house, https://multipleexperiences.org/2018/08/03/a-bird-flew-over-the-cuckoos-nest/after that adrenaline past I couldn’t move from hours. Now that the parking saga seems to be resolved for now my body seems to not be responding so well.
I slept last night for almost 10 hours and it was only a call to the bathroom that forced me out of bed. The only drug I have not put back into my daily list of drugs is provigil which was to offset fatigue. I am certainly not about to add it back in anytime soon but I do have to admit I am suffering from fatigue again. Not just from this incident but since I had the cellulitis https://multipleexperiences.org/2018/07/12/live-from-my-hospital-bed/. My body just hasn’t caught up. Even in my swimming, I have difficulty making 20 laps. I was doing 25. My arms are exhausted and I have to stop. I hate this feeling but I’m paying attention and taking it easy. What else can I do? I’m just hoping it’s a combination of everything including summer heat and I will bounce back. Next week starts my first normal routine week. I’m hoping that will help.